Deo is such a big boy these days. Breastfeeding is totally over and its weird, I thought he would always remember it and try to do it but it seems he has totally forgotten about it. He is slowly drinking more cows milk, with chocolate or strawberry in it. He drinks juice boxes and water all day and eats big boy meals. Still no veggies though. He sleeps in his bed all by himself, and for so long! He has been sleeping until 11:30 in the morning some days! its is amazing. I never thought these days would come. He sleeps in when the trash truck doesnt come in the morning, being the dumpster is right outside his window and boy is it loud! and he is just obsessed with trucks so he probably gets all excited when he hears it too. He is such a little boy! he absolutely loves trucks, we have bought him new dump trucks and a truck book that he just loves. You can see him reading it in the video, he sits there for so long looking through it!
I miss having a baby though, he is becoming more and more independent and needs me less. I miss being needed. And I miss sleeping with him. Now I really miss my dog because she was always so needy and clingy.
I think I am going to go visit my dad in a couple weeks. I get lonely around here, and its great for Deo to be surrounded by family. My dad wants to take him in the snow and go sledding and stuff. I would like some company too. And I miss my dad and I miss Rupa sooo much! Its funny I feel like Im missing a little part of me without my doggie. But I think it is just some kind of mental thing, like a weird dependancy on her even though she is only a dog. Having her helped me through my depression before and stuff. I am feeling a little depressed lately and I just want to go be with my dog. Its weird. I am going to miss Ilich though and I know he will be lonely here without us.
Deo is talking more and more! He is saying bike, cookie, thirsty, park and more.
He is going to be signed up for Montessori next week to start in sept! I am so excited for him. I made a vow to try to be more patient and educational and teach him good manners lately because I think I just got frazzled out for a little bit...like sometimes you get so drained and lose prospective. I guess I am not superwoman so it is normal for me to get burnt out sometimes.....