Deo stayed with his dada and brother again today while I got my nails done and did some shopping. Ilich said he was such a good boy, and as soon as I got there he was a bad boy again. And it was amazing, later when I went to feed him he tried running all over the place again and Ilich sat him down and fed him and he stayed right there for him. Why is he so bad with me? It is not like i cater to his every need...He even took a bath with Ilich while I when and picked up dinner. What am I doing wrong? Ilich said maybe I have to pay more attention to him, which yes I realize he is the worst when I have to do other things: like cooking, cleaning and working on the computer. But I have to do those things or it would be dirty, messy and we would be eating cereal all our lives. And the work I am doing on the computer is really giving us the extra spending money we need. He needs every little bit of my attention, all the time and I have to be fun or he gets bored. He needs to understand that Mommy can't play every minute of the day, that Mommy has work to do too and he can play with his toys for 5 minutes! AHHHHHHHHHH
I guess Ilich certainly doesn't have to do any cooking or cleaning, or anything else for that matter, when he watches him and if he has to go the bathroom alexander can play with him.
He used to be scared of that big Pooh bear but now he likes playing with him. Even though he is draining me of ever bit of life inside me he is just so darn cute and I love him to death.